Really, it’s good to go to the store between 3am and 5am. No crowds, no lines… for someone who likes to shop in jammies, it’s perfect :)
Nothing much new to report, really. Well, I am now able to contribute more when it comes to Adium. I am not a forum mod, and have access to editing the wiki/trac. There were some wiki pages for Adium that needed to be updated, added to, or corrected – it always annoyed me, and it seemed nobody had the time to do it. So, now I can! :) I already did a few things here and there, so far so good.
My sleeping schedule is all off again, which should be obvious since I just went grocery shopping at 5am. In general, I’m not feeling great, but that’s usual. Next week I have 2 appointments I need to drag myself to. I will not miss these appointments, I will force myself to go, dammit!!!
I’m getting a bit pissed off about something. I have this great business/product idea. I know that if I could get it going, it would be successful and I would be financially secure. The problem is I don’t know how to start, what to do, where to find help. I want to get this thing going, I need the money, the ability to support myself and be successful in life. It’s just not easy, and I don’t know where to turn for help :(
Other than talking to various people working with/on Adium, I haven’t talked to anyone lately. Well, tonight Joel called to wish me happy (jewish) new year. Didn’t talk too much, just caught up on the past month or so since we last talked. He’s busy with work, so I don’t expect to have much contact with him. I’m still socially isolated, and it’s not getting any easier to deal with living like that.
I need to sleep more, but I’m not sure if I’ll be able to if I lay down right now. I guess I have to stay up for awhile, and make sure I am a bit more tired before trying to lay down again.
Blah.
