I prefer things simple, so please don’t think less of me because I probably won’t make my blog flashy and colorful. I have my desktop for eyecandy, and I don’t insist on making others share my tastes.
I don’t sleep much, I am usually sick with something or another, and I really don’t play ‘follow the leader’ in life. I am neither a leader or follower. Thinking is usually the only thing I can do to keep myself busy. I do a lot of thinking…I do too much thinking, actually. Thinking gets me into trouble too often.
I don’t live life as much as I simply observe it. For various reasons (my past, my issues, my genetic makeup?), I just don’t do much living anymore.
My life is nothing more than a past full of horrible experiences, and a rebirth as a viewer in this world.
I hope to eventually rejoin the world as more than just an observer. I am not sure when or how this will happen, but I suppose I always have some speck of hope that it will happen one day.


